So what does Tumblr and Soda have to do with each other?
They both hate me today.
It's 4am...again, and as per usual, I'm still awake! I'm tired, had a long fuzzy day, this week has sucked, and well I'm just out right flargle-tastic in the worst way possible. Just like how occasionally I get technophobic, there are times (every few years) where I want to suddenly just don't want to deal with people in the real world and want to disappear into my house and never come out. Mind you around these times, all I want to do is sit at the computer, draw, write, and watch movies until I can't do anything anymore.
I normally become MORE productive the less interaction I have. Thus the reason why most of the time I give in to my urge to become a hermit and just disappear from the outside world. Suddenly the house is cleaner, my art improves, my writing becomes more tantalizingly interesting, I cook more, new recipes come up for baking, and over all I just seem like less of a procrastinator.
Unfortunately (at this moment, sometimes a good thing) I actually have friends who care about me. Or at the very least friends who require my attention or else will come hunt me down and kidnap me if I don't see them every once in a little while. So I can't go completely hermit, plus to be honest. I really don't want to. Well I do, but I don't. It's complicated. So I've been forcing myself to stay basically as social as I was. This may sound like a good thing, but to be honest it's really, really hard on your brain and emotions. Or at least on mine. So I've been keeping myself a little more sedated by drawing and watching movies more.
I've had to take a hiatus with TOP CLASS, due to the fact I can't draw comic panels or write anything that makes sense. My artist is very understanding and luckily has an idea for a side comic that she can work on mostly by herself while I'm sorting out my issues. Yay~
I haven't worked on any kind of cosplay and of course Constellation is next month. So I'm debating on spazzing out and forcing myself to make something in less than thirty days, or if I'm just gonna cheat and go thrift shopping and throw something really simple together. I haven't decided yet. However, no matter what I will find a way to finish my Angol Moi cosplay for November's Nebraskon! I swear I will get that done.
Hopefully me and Manda-chi can get her Journey cosplay done too. And I still need to help my other friend get her Momiji Sohma cosplay put together.
I'm good at reminding myself everything I have to do and sending myself into some kind of artist depression.
On another note, I meant to update my Tumblr(Which I haven't mentioned before) with another random rambling post. I had meant to actually address my diabetes this time. Some kind of part 1 or something. However as I looked at the website I couldn't -for the life of me- figure out how to make a new post on my blog. I looked all over the hell and just couldn't figure it out. So I figure that was MPU's way of saying. "Person! You are too tire to post on Tumblr. Check your DA and make a journal. It's been months!" So here I am.
Before I started typing I was going to get some soda and put it in a cup with some ice. Thinking this will be a great idea. I'll have some soda, listen to Paramore, and type something up on DA. I CAN'T GET THE BOTTLE OPEN!!!! I swear it's like someone super glued the damn thing shut!
So being denied by my soda and my tumblr. You have all been blessed by this hellish post of complaining mostly. I apologies however this is about as good as it gets right now. I'm tired thanks to too many vitamins. So you'll just have to be disappointed in the knowledge that I'm still alive. Also I will upload more art, I swear it. As soon as I get some inking pens and have time to actually get them scanned someway. Until then...
Signing off this is Radical Ed!
Bye-Beeeeee People Persons!
Go To Hell~
Have A Nice Day~
Die in a Fire~
Listening to: Paramore
Watching: Bridge To Terabithia
Playing: Alice Madness Returns
Eating: Chicken strips!!!